I miss her... I MISS YOU

I miss her... I MISS HER, but she doesn't miss me. She just enjoys the beautiful weather. I've become the same person I was before you. And I hate it. I am not okay. I feel fine, but I know I am not okay,because I am hearing sad music now for more then a month and I still miss her and I have become the one I was before you. I miss her so much. My days feel like dreams. I am dreaming all day long, but sometimes there are those moments, only a few seconds, when I feel alive, when everything thing feels so real. But the moment never stays long. And I fall back into my dream. My life feels like a dream, not a nightmare, but just not real, not good, no, I am really not O.K. . . .