In the middle of the night

In the middle of the night i used to be alone. In the middle of the night my demons used to hunt me down. They are doing so right now. But they won't win this time because i am writing. I am writing to keep myself busy from being "evil".

I always wondered what all the people are doing at the moment. Who is sleeping in his bed at the moment? Who is at a party? Who is in trouble? How was today of everyone? Whish I could know how life behaved today to  my "friends" and other people I know. The world is huge and small at the same time. Everyone is oding something at the moment. Every where on earth. People on a lonely island in the pacifik are living there "easy" life. The Presidents of the world are making "important" decisions. Some youth guys are making a party. In australia it is in the middle of the day, so people are working. All this happens in those few seconds I am writing this blog. Pretty awesome isn't it?

My demons are still trying to catch me, but not this time. today I am going to win this battle. Me against my body. somekind of a title I read on the Suicide Project " My brains trys to kill me". The song of Gotye "baby" made my day =)

hope someone will read this someday.

Greetings from me