Some Facts About Myself

Hi there,
I started this blog because i often think about the world and humans behavior and want to tell someone my ideas. As there is nobody in my life who I can tell all this stuff I just started this blog. I am sorry for my Englisch, i am not a native speaker but want to use a language everyone can understand.

Some facts about me:
I am a student at an University and study something technical. I was born at begin of the 90's. I went to the Kindergarten as a child ( a really happy time ) then the school started and i recognized I have problems with the others. After the elementary school I attended a grammar school. At the grammar school problem with the other kids got worser. I always tried to be nice and funny, but I never made a lot of friends. Eventually, i did not made a single friend i am still in contact with. I had some friends at school, but we never met outside of the school. I grew up and changed the school, i thought i would made some friends their. Again I had only one real friend at the school, but we also just met us in school. After I had finished school I had some good friends, for schools again but we never did something together in our free time. One of them I also met outside of school, only problem was the this good friend was a girl and I was in love with her. We became good friends, although i never told her that I loved her. In the summer of 2011 we flew to Australia and made four Weeks holidays. those holidays were the best i ever had in my life. (Thank you very much). Although i can't show this to you because I can't contact you anymore. (she refused my question if she wants to be with me)

Then University started and the problem became worse. It was the same problem in school. I tried to find friends, but again most of them doesn't fit to me and i felt uncomfortable with them.

(I don't drink alcohol or smoke and I don't like party's. I enjoy going out at day with people or just sit at a river in the evening and have a barbecue. I also like sports, i like nearly every sport, except soccer and fight sports. I played trumpet for 10 years in an orchestra and a jazzband. I like to speak with other people, but somehow I have problems doing so. I am not such a bad guy, am I?)

Now, no one wants to speak to me at university anymore. Of course i have some old friends at University, but somehow they never tried to communicate with me and I have to send them messages to talk. So i guess they are not interested in me.

Well thats my life and my problem and because of my problem I have a lot of time to think about the others. I want to tell someone all this Stuff I am thinking about. Thats why i made this blog. I hope someone will read this some day and leave a comment.

Greetings